CHIKARA Season 9 Thread

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10. Mai 2010 - Vin Gerard

Aniversario is upon us, and as unbelievable as this may seem, it really means a lot to me.

I attended the first CHIKARA show as a fan, and from that point forward, all I wanted was to wrestle for CHIKARA. That, was my goal in wrestling. Obviously, I've accomplished much more than I ever expected.

I also debuted for CHIKARA at the third Aniversario in what should have been the DREAM moment of my life. Instead, it was just full of resentment towards everything and anyone involved with CHIKARA.

Which brings us to now, the eve of the ninth Aniversario...and I'm low, real low. I don't even know what I'm saying or doing anymore, and it's pretty apparent that I just haven't cared. Loss after loss, month after month, what's stopping me from just giving up? That question was answered for me on March 20th when STIGMA and I faced The Osirian Portal.

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Maybe I got caught up in the moment, but when's the last time I did a Moonsault?! Or cared so much about impressing someone that instead of resorting to cheating, I tried to out-wrestle them? If that's not enough, when was the last time I extended my hand to someone and actually MEANT IT?! That's why I said what I said to the Portal, they're good and I can learn a lot from them. They've got that one point STIGMA and I have been dying for. That one point we're not ready for yet.

Don't get me wrong, I've actually been trying to change, but...I just couldn't pass up the opportunity to wrap my hands around Jigsaw's throat. I hate him! Nothing will change that. Actually, for that matter, I really don't like any of the tecnicos.

I just haven't been able to get my mind off of that match. The Osirians. I cared. I really did. I want that feeling again. May 23rd, I have my chance.

Amasis, listen to me...everyone knows I like to play mindgames, don't take it personally. When I get in there with you, I only have one thing to prove: that I can hang with the best. And I'm willing to do whatever it takes.


I expect your A game, you'll have mine.
VG